So many thoughts of you, I lost count
But they are all full of hate
I’m not waiting till you come around
And when you do, it’s too late
But it still isn’t an answer to my question
So am I some foolish toy?
This time it’s me who’s done
It’s me who’s going to find another boy
I really hate the way you treated me
You called me up when you feel like it,
I’m hurt here, don’t you see?
You leave me for weeks unnoticed, that’s what you did
What function do I fulfil,
What’s the thought behind it all?
A girl who swallows you like a pill?
Because of you I fall
You ignored me
You left me on the nowhere train,
That made me close my hearth and throw away the key
But it’s still driving me insane
Cause I got you all wrong
I found out when you showed me your ugly sight
That happens when I don’t know people for so long
So many thoughts of you, I lost count
But without any doubt,
Without confusion, without any breath sound
I’m going to shut you, this time, out