if i could than i would
let you in my mind and see
the place of all my misery
but i rather keep it hidden
to the world unknown
for all people forbidden
to walk around in my mind
try to let you in
into my troubled mind
was it how you thought it should be
a messed up me
drowning in my own thoughts
hiding for haunting fear
are you afright now, my dear
see the pain in my eye
like the red turned sky
i start to cry
if i could than i would
let you in my life a bit more
the one i seem to adore