Every time I look, I find that my heart is gone…
And when I search, I still find it with you…
Sometimes, when I lie in bed,
I just want to drown in my tears…
Want to float endlessly trough time and space…
No waking up,
No thoughts,
No pain…
It hurts, these feelings,
and the knowledge that I will never
get them back from you again…
Pain, again…
Black hole, again…
Not the same hole as before,
But the same pain, pain of loss,
The loss of a beloved…
You’re leaving soon,
So I’d better say goodbye,
Because when you get back, it will all be over…
It will be too late then…
And now there is not enough time anymore,
Not enough time to search,
Not enough time to let you know,
Not enough time to get my heart back…
It will come, in time, I hope…
So please be careful with it, when it’s with u…
That it won’t break, or get lost…
So that maybe someday, it will come back to me in one piece,
And I can put it back for someone else to give, or take…
Hoping that someone, treats it just as perfect as you did…
So thank you, for your love…
In me, it will never be lost,
And will always have a special place…
Thank you…