Begged you not to do it.
Every night,
I see you in front of me.
I see you,
when I close my eyes.
I see you,
when I look in the mirror.
When I look in the mirror,
I see myself.
But when I look deeper than just the face,
I see you,
your become a part of me.
It took me months to deal with the fact,
that you were gone.
Every night,
I cried myself in sleep,
couldn't accept that you were gone.
I made you a promise,
but I can't keep my promise.
I promised you,
to stop fighting,
to stop closing everyone out.
I tried,
but it didn't worked.
Since you aren't with me anymore,
there is more aggression and anger in me,
than there ever was.
I broke my promise to the Person I loved most...