B, Never forget the times, we had together, never will forget what you sacrificed for me, however, I do sometimes still doubt, but then I think off you, and I know, I can't back off, not now, not yet...
Stopped regretting,
stopped blaming.
Was it my fault,
no,
not even yours.
Stopped regretting,
have to deal with it,
the fact that you're gone.
Can't hate myself,
can't blame myself,
but still,
was it not my fault?
Was it not my fault,
you died,
instead of me?
Was it not my fault,
you pushed me away,
and you stood there?
Every night,
keep hearing you scream,
can't get it out of my mind.
Stopped regretting,
stopped blaming,
stopped hating?
No,
not yet.