Unexpected
I have taken the final step
I have told you all about him
For the first time we've talked about me
For the first time there is someone else
And suddenly things seem diff'rent now...
Ofcourse you will always be in my heart
Your footprints will never leave my memory
And you are still my very best friend
But the feeling went away quietly
My love for you appears to be gone...
I've worked so hard to get here
All that time I couldn't let you go
But now I realize, I wasn't holding anything
My hands were already empty
And the last cords have slipt a while ago
How could I not have noticed it?
Was I so blind because of you perfection?
Or was I just scared, to walk a new road?
Why was I desperatly holding on to something
That wasn't even there anymore?
And now, that I can see reality
It all seems so strange
Where is the happiness
For finally reaching this point?
My victory?
But I don't feel like a winner
Conquering my heart
All I feel is sadness, mysery
And there is a hole in me
I'm not missing you, you're still here
I miss, my love...