You say you want me to be your lover, then why don’t you ditch him instead of going undercover.
Are you lying to me? or do you just have to discover, if I’m the perfect partner.
Can this be any harder?
We go out almost every day and I just don’t know what to say ,but when you go away it hurts like hell..
And when that happens, I just want to step into my shell.
You know I will treat you well, but when I lay in my bed all kinds of thoughts running trough my head and I just want you next to me ..when I wake up and go to sleep that’s how it’s suppose to be.
I don’t want to be free.. I just don’t want a relationship with a number three.
I just want the two.. the two of us are going trough a hard time together now, but I hope its worth it some how..
Because you are my best girl, the most beautiful girl in the whole wide world..
And when you look me in the eyes, every little insecurity that I have just disappears..
Especially when you when you whisper softly in my ears, that you want to be mine.
Not for just a week but for all time..
And when everything is over and he is gone..
Were gonna spend the night together, just like the song :all night long..
And then we can build a life .. and then I’ll hope someday you will be my wife..
But right now it cuts me like a knife, because I don’t know how long it will take until we, arrive at that place.
That place when I just can see your face, every time when I turn myself in bed..
Just like you promised me , just like you said.
But for now I’ll just wait until I can celebrate my life with you together..
And maybe someday you will laugh about this letter.