You,
With your beautiful eyes,
With your beautiful everything,
I denied that I like you,
I wouldn't see it.
But now I do.

I normally don't show my feelings to anyone,
Especially not when I like somebody,
I hide it, and don't look at it, as if it isn't true.
I say to myself that it's not true, it's just my imaginasion.
But when I think that person likes me, or when I know, I will accept my feelings, because then it feels safe.

When you, handsome guy, kissed me the other day,
I really thought you liked me.
Because there was so much love in it from your side, I felt it.
And then when I told you a few days later I like you, you say it wouldn't work between us, because you are searching for another kind of girl.
I was devistated. I didn't understand!
My feelings are always right, always.

People who know you, and know me, tell me you mayby don't know yet, and that I make you feel like you have to decide right away.
But that is not what I wanted. And I don't know if they are right.
I just don't know.
I have never ever been so confused about anything in my life.
I will probably never understand.
I will never understand boys, and love, or anything like that anymore.