When I close my eyes
I see my mum and dad
They have sweet smiles
And never treat me bad
When I close my eyes
They are playing with me
I am smiling and laughing
If this could only forever be
When I close my eyes
I see my little brother on the floor
He’s playing with car-toys
He is only just four
When I close my eyes
Everything is as peacefull as can be
Untill the moment comes
That wakes me suddenly
When I open my eyes
Everything is dark and grey
I remember it all
And then I cry and pray
When I open my eyes
I remember the big truck
It slammed against our car
And mum and dad got stuck
When I open my eyes
I remember getting thrown out of the car
My little brother was still in his seet
His screaming voice seems so far
When I open my eyes
I remember a man talking on a phone
I hear a big explosion nearby
And I realized, now I was all alone
When I close my eyes
It is paradise I see
But when I open my eyes
Reality is killing me…
*~~black sun~~*