I search for a reason
I search for a meaning
I look for a goal
my searching is endless
I can't find an answer
not able to stop
cause if my ending stops
so will my life
from grief and sorrow
my breathing will stop
the pain of searching
is getting deadly
the things I'm thinking
are getting more sad
and behind my laughter
lies a pained soul
a soul of sorrow
a soul of grief
and i can noet find
a form of relief