“please, let me rest”
Why, tell me why
Why won’t you leave my mind?
I cry, why do I cry
When it’s something of you I find?
I don’t want you back, I don’t see you no more
Yet I’m missing you like mad!
I want to hold you, heal my heart so sore
Please, comfort the feeling that makes me so sad
Go away! Just let me be!
I thought that you were gone for good
Why are memories of you haunting me?
This is just not the way it should!
I broke down, was totally lost one day
When I heard you had been so close to me
You were just a few hunderd meters away
Yet I didn’t have the luck to see
I could have seen you! we could have talked!
And maybe my heart would’ve calmed down a bit
I could’ve explained, we could’ve walked
But I was at work, why do I deserve this shit?
I really miss you, maybe I do want you to return
Or at least I want the love to return to me
Let my heart melt, don’t just let it burn
I want loving eyes for mine to see
I don’t want to cry no more
I don’t want to lie awake at night
Pondering, making my heart so sore
Please go away and make things right!
Please no more, I beg of you
Why can’t I get your image out of my head
Why do I still care about what you do
Why won’t you think about me instead?
I makes me so tired, it makes me cry
It makes me break down, it makes me so sad
It makes me wonder, thinking why
Why are you messing with my head?
I calm down, lie on my bed
Have some rest, don’t think of you
Recover from the tears I’ve shed
Erasing your image is what I now do
I try to rest, breathing deep and long
Let the memories flow away
Close my eyes, then hear this song
That reminds me again of that special day…
Will you never let me rest??
*~~ Black Sun ~~*