..::..I shouldn’t have told you all this..::..
I feel so betrayed,
I feel so lost.
My heart grows with hate,
And I don’t have anyone left that I can truly trust.
I wish I had never told you,
About my feeling or about me being depressed.
You were my parents I suppose to trust you,
Didn’t you two see you were the only one left?
Mom, I thought you could understand my feeling,
But I think I guessed wrong.
You gave me time; I thought that the broken I was heeling,
But before I knew you let me hit the floor and I was so messed up again.
Today I am desperate, feeling so alone,
I don’t know what I am doing here,
Just searching for a home.
My knife is crawling back to me; screaming for some blood,
But I don’t wane give in to it I already had enough.
Death is coming closer begging me to come,
But I don’t know why I doubt, it isn’t heaven the place I belong?
The only thing that is holding me,
Is a little hope inside that you are the one who can bring me back on track.
Somewhere inside the little voice of love is whispering a song.
Trying to explain me you are the person where I belong.