Sitting in the train
I think of all I miss about you
Of how many days left to fill with your absence
If there are enough tears to cry over you
If people who ever passed you
Realised they passed someone so valuable
That you should’ve watched out a little bit better
How much I wish that time was reversible
How I hate it that I see you in every smile
That it hurts so much that I constantly see you everywhere
That with every phone call, it’s your number I dial
That I can’t look at your pictures
Because it’s killing me
To see the starry eyes I’ll have to do without
How joyless every single minute’s gonna be
That there are so many people around me
But not one as great as you
That losing you is such a crash
Cause not anything is good without you
That I wake up every morning
And immediately feel the ache of it’s all wrong
That in fact, every morning I lose you again
Cause in my dreams you’re still with me, you’re not gone
And I wish I could wake up from this nightmare
Somehow bring you back to me
Somehow undo your death, undo your accident
Somehow, so you’d be sitting right here next to me