Red is walking down my arm,
slowly...
A quick running pain enters my fingers,
A tear leaves my cheek,
It's falling its long way down,
Finally it reaches his ending,
The puddle of blood welcomes its visitor.
I'm still sitting in front of it,
Waiting...
Alone...
Always alone...
Another tear runs down my cheek,
I want to cry, burst out in tears,
But the mask prevents it...
Makes me have no tears left.
I want to take it of,
make it leave my face.
But my hands don't listen,
The mask stayes.
Always showing a different me, the me...
Fire enters my eyes.
It HAS to leave.
If I have to, I will take it down by force...
It has to leave...
The truth is in my eyes,
Nobody sees.
I don't blame them,
Deep down I don't want them to see,
They would not understand,
They would take me for a fool,
Put me away,
Destroy my freedom...
The dark of the day,
The light of the night,
Shadow welcome back in my life.
You give me warmth...
*IT BURNS ME*