This is the one thing left
I have got to do before I go
The unleft for what I've done
This will be over in one blow
Not knowing how to live with this
Maybe it's an act of dispair
But for me it just seems
Like it's the only thing fair
Not knowing how to feel
Just rotting away here
Pushing friends away
Lonelyness is what I fear
Now entering the unknown
Thousands have forgone me
I'm scared and all by myself
Maybe now I'd finally be free
Every night the same
Just dying in my dream
I wish it was true
Waking up with a scream
Never I'll find peace
And hopefully I never will
For it is, what I deserved
A hole not to fill
For I shall bleed for my sins
That's one thing certain
But I don't know yet
When I won't wake up from bed