Yeah...
You thought you're cool
You thought you're smart
But didn't you saw?
That it all brought us apart?!
You thought I wouldn't noticed
You thought I wouldn't see
But didn't you noticed
That it was me?
Didn't you saw me crying
Didn't you saw me staring
I knew you just didn't believe me
But I was the one that really was caring!
I believed in you
I trusted you
But what have I return?!
Lies...cause that's what you do!
Everyday I hear them
I can't abvoid them no more
Never a honest word comes out your mouth
Is that why I am doing it for?!
Our whole relation is build on lies
Our friendship wasn't true
But in the beginning I thought it was
But now I don't even have a clue!
It could be that you'd betried me so long
But how can I be sure?
You said you love me...you care 'bout me
But wasn't your hate that was pure?
You never helped me out
But now I know
It wasn't your hand that pulls me up when I was fallen
It weren't you're hands somehow
What it was then?
It was just your jealoucy that shines
You couldn't dare to let me down then
Cause I am the one that draws your lines
You needed me so bad
That it looks like I was your friend
I believed that, just like the other words you'd said
But now I know it never would be and never can't
We were walking trough the streets
There it all begans to start
That was the moment I getting it trough
That was the moment we're falling apart
But you know just as much as I know that it was good
Now we aint dependent on some one
But you couldn't force that
And killing is that you've done
I aint knowing you anymore
Cause a murder I don't wanna know
But you'd said against everyone I was your friend
Together that we're flow
I had to run from my own state
Just to help you again out of trouble
But I had to knew that it wasn't one mistake
Cause every mistake goes double!
So I ran away from you
But every mirror I see I see you
Breaking the glass with my fist
Asking what I do
Go away I shoutet loud
And tears are dropping over my face
I just want to be free of you!
I will win the race!!
The race against myself
I will win it now
Cause when I look in the mirror
It's not me that's gonna bow!
And then slow
I see the knife making more scars and blood on the floor
But the only thing I could do
Is just asking for more
But I can't give anymore
My blood is op I guess
Maybe I can life now
Cause there is any blood to spill left
And now I hope to life again
On my own with real friends
I found them when they found me
They're sitting next to me, hand in hands
I lay down in this hospital bed
But all that I can do is laugh
Cause do you realise
What I change that I have?!
*Voor al de mensen die zichzelf snijden...Er is nog hoop! Stop snijden want dit komt weinig voor dat je als je geen eens blood meer hebt dat wegstroomt *duz wel blood in je lichaam maar niet dat het nog uit je spuit enz* dat je dan nog kanzen hebt! Help elkaar en bljif van dat verdomde mes af!*