It’s even hard to cry
when I think of what what we were and could have been
Suffocating
at the thought of what was killed within
And I know it's not a choice
not a possibility
But it’s so hard to keep believing in you
when you block yourself from me
So I need to tell you once more
how deep you’re stuck inside me
how hard it is to smile when you’ve just denied me
How I try to breathe
while your silence cuts like a knife
How your empty look makes me long for a turn of tide
Cause this distance is aching through my body
everywhere I go, you’re always right behind me
I don’t want you to think I can do it all without you
you’re what I need to know
Please don’t shut me out
don’t just let me go