I Wish
I wish, I was an island, deserted and alone.
I wish, I was an iceberg, cold and hard as stone.
I’m fed up with emotions, they only bring me down.
I wish, I was a deaf man, so I couldn’t hear the sound.
Of her sweet voice whispering, she turns me inside out.
I wish, I was a wise man, the answers in my head.
I wish, I was a brave man, no fear, but facing death.
I’m bored of always giving, I feel so empty now.
I wish I was more selfish, no longer let them allow.
To play with my emotions, so let me take this vow:
Never again will I tumble
Never again will I fall,
Never again will I be humble
For I don’t care, for you all!!!!
But in the end I know, I’ll only fool myself.
I cannot chance my nature, put my heart upon the shelve
I have to face my demons; they’re haunting me at night
But if you will be there for me,
I’ll surely be all right