At timez I wonder:
Why do we fight eigh other?
I'm tired of all that shit and I even no mo blame my momma.
Gotta live on now, so what 2 do with life?
Wait up, lissen 4 a while.
I ain't no punk ass sucka wastin' his time.
But y'all never gave me a real chance
2 escape my life of crime.
I've even searched 4 love, but I was blind.
I'm mixed up in this life,
knowin' it's somethin' I'll never find.
They say I'm livin' blind but I got my eyez wide open.
It's sad but it's a fact: I can't function without smokin'.
Inside I'm cryin', my whole attitude's screamin' save me.
Gotta stand on my feet cuz 'da world kinda hatez me.
And I'm wonderin' why did I lost homiez beneath 20?
I'm 20 yearz old now and my life has been one battle.
And y'all see me actin' friendly while inside I'm still mad.
When I take a look around me all I can see is death.
People cryin' and dyin', their true facez hidin'.
If ya know me well enough ya'd know that I ain't lyin'.
And what do ya expect from me?
Try 2 maintain standin' on my feet.
It used 2 be all of us, now it's only me.
How could it come so far: mo lonly as I've ever been.
I try 2 find somethin' 2 explain,
my life, my thoughtz and my pain.
Meanwhile I gotta grow older, try it hard 2 become a man.
Every friend that I've lost is one 2 much,
I ain't understand.
Why I'm da one still standin' here.
One love an' peace
Diablo DaVinci