_*_ended the inside war_*_
Every day she felt the same pain inside
She tried to make it stop, she tried
But whatever she did the pain was for real
And her broken heart could not heal
She got sick an tired of living every day
With the pain, who didn’t want to go away
So when everyone lay in their bed, sleeping
In the dark silent night she started weeping
Tears ran over her face in the darkest hour
When she gathered her strength, the power
When she felt strong she knew, just knew
For the first time what she had to do
She took a knife carefully into her hand
And she knew this was going to be the end
She put the ice cold knife on her skin
And pulled it deeper and deeper within
She made the cut so deep and wide
But she didn’t bled and she didn’t died
The pain just kept on going
And the tears kept on flowing
But she didn’t want to feel and didn’t want to weep
She just want to lie down and fell in an endless sleep
All those years nobody knew she felt so depressed
Now she lay undying with a hole in her chest
She felt a anger and started to shout
And with her hand she pulled her heart out
She threw her heart, all her feelings on the floor
After 16 years she finally ended her inside war
All her feelings and memories flew away
And she knew she wouldn’t stand up the next day
Still with tears in her eyes and on her face
She left this dark and cold place