I can't act
like people expect of me
It's to hard
but you all can not see
You're pushing me down
down in my mind
I want to life there
so you all can not find
me, when you need me
It's so hard to try,
to ignore this feeling,
the voices,
in the back of my mind.
Tears are building up,
tears are falling down.
There's me
lying,
death,
on the ground.
Sweet voice,
talked to me,
a beautiful sound.
I see,
down,
my people,
..the cry.
Wake up.
It's all a dream.
I don't anymore want to die!
Can't stand,
see them crying,
talking about me.
They where saying,
they,
really missed me.
Still I wouldn't stop hiding,
can't quit this game.
I've made it real,
So it will all stay the same.