I’m so mad at myself
I hate myself for what I’ve done
How could I do this to you
You don’t understand
Why I act this way
Why I do the things I do
I drive you crazy
And I just can’t stop myself
Why am I keep on doing this to you
Why can’t I just learn from my mistakes
I hate it, I hate it, I hate it
I can’t make you love me
But I just don’t want to see it
I’m acting like a fool
I think I’m desperate
But I’m not
And I can’t bother you anymore
With the stupid thoughts in my mind
I’m so sorry
I know you can’t forgive me
And I don’t even expect you to
Because what I’ve done
Is unforgiveable
I won’t even forgive myself
For what I’ve put you through
I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry
I hope that someday I will learn
That I can’t torture people
With my foolish ideas
I can’t make them want me
I pray to god
That I will learn a lesson from this all
I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry