As I took the hit and sipped in all the air I could
I felt the feeling going down my throat into my lungs
Into my bloodvessels, up my spine, straight to my brain
In the few seconds of fuzz and Blurred visions I realized
This is the way I want to feel for the rest of my life
The happyness and nothingness I feel and think
After several hours I entered some sort of afterburning stage
The reality of all things starts to return
The world start to turn back to its cruel old black & white
Why can't I stay in my own harmony with those feelings
Back to work once again
Back to the agony I know
Back to the fierce cruelty
Back to Life