Promise
This is to everyone who cares about all my words,
And if you don’t, forget all that you’ve heard…
I wish to die…. ..
My life is burned up, f*cked up,
Being torn apart
Misery destroyed my heart
And because of the troubles that keep on crossing my path,
To refuse ‘’the end’’ is getting hard…
So, I wish to die…
(Yeah right!)…when I’m 80 years old
When my legs are shaking and my hands are cold
I want to die when I can’t remember what you’ve told
Life’s enough when I’m wrinkled and bold
But not now, not while I’m still young
I will miss too much if my life was already done
So I’ll make a promise:
Not to try to get gone
So no worries, no concern
This time, time will turn
I will find a way,
Because I have to stay.
Praying everything will get better than yesterday
Welcoming you with a smile everyday
So, I made a promise today,
I made a promise to stay
Never to be afraid and smile everyday…
Knowing that in the end every effort will pay.
And that’s the truth,
Thanks to this promise I made it trough.
( Ik heb deze belofte ongeveer een jaar geleden gemaakt aan mezelf.. En als ik nu kijk naar hoe ik nu ben, Ben ik blij dat ik die belofte