Burning tears

The burning pains inside me,
Are the only things I never told a soul.
things that really torture me - that no one is alloud to see,
just so afraid of the world… of my tears…

You can see my emotions reflected im my tears,
But i don’t want you to see me cry.
Cuz im afraid to show you my fears…

My fears of manny years ago,
The nightmare’s will never end.
There still haunting and scaring me every day,
God, I used to be so confident..

Forever captured within my fears,
Ive been true a lot by now.
But im still haunted by this feelings,
year after year…

Im distrustful to everyone I know
I love you and I don’t wanna be this way
It hurts me each and every moment..
Becous your so sweet to me,
and I don’t wanna feel this way…

I really trust you in every possible way,
That’s the only thing I know for sure.
And i can tell you whats on my mind every day,
I can show you my emotions,
and tell you all my fears.
you’re the only person,
who’s alloud to see this painfull tears…

I know the fear will always stay with me,
But im so vulnerable inside.
Becous the pain within me ,
I will always try to hide…