You did not see the love in my eyes
Even when everybody else did
You did not recognise the kindness in my voice
Every time I fought to say those words
You did not feel how gently I touched you
You never noticed how much I care
When I revealed the truth
You didn't say a word
And silence tore me apart
Leaving more scars in my empty heart
You proved how naive I really am
Even though I knew this would happen from the very start
Hope is a cruel thing
If forces me to hold on to things that aren't real
Now I don't know what's real and what not
I only feel pain as I stare at you, blankly
This life is worthless to me.
Take it, I don't need it.
You keep silent and I drown in thoughts that torture my mind
I am dead already. But it's not your fault.
And like you said one day,
"Pain's what keeps me alive"
Well, it's the only thing that proves me I'm not dead.
I'm just breathing slowly as I die,
waiting for darkness to end my misery.
~*~
Don't try to cheer me up...
I'm too far gone.