And I wanted thank you.
for all that fighting and that scolds of you.
And I wanted thank you.
for all those hating texts what you wrote about me.
And I wanted thank you.
for all that threatens and lying of you.
And I wanted thank you.
for all those senses which me worked the death in.
And I wanted thank you.
for that you stoked everyone against me.
And I wanted thank you.
that you still broke me more.
And I wanted thank you.
that you let me still more cry.
And I wanted thank you.
that you let me now broken for always alone.
And I wanted thank you.
that you last word a wrong word was against me.
And I wanted thank you.
that you me still more pain and misery gave.
And I wanted thank you.
for all those fake love which you gave me.
for all those attempts what I did by you.
for all those brawls here at home which I made for you.
for all that fighting for at you to be, with everyone.
Thanks for already the pain and already sorrow.
what I now will say..
is that I hope that you are a time in my shoes will stand.
that you will know how difficult all was and is.
then you would know also..
how it feels for use you also..
once, insulted, hurt, grieves and pain to be done.
I hate you, for how you treated me.