Sometimes things blow up in my face,
Explode on the moment I thought it was going good,
but then apparently it wasn't =S
Looking most of the time like a death human
instead of a human with a smile on his face
but can't take away my feelings, can't hide
and don't feel it anymore, what I want to do
It's just everythings not going like I want,
and my past still follows me like a ghost
want to forget all the things that happened
only, other people keep reminding me about it..
why can't the stop, just forget I excist
and say nothing at all when they see me
If it weren't for my friends, I was gone'
Some people change, some realize
what they do to people and stop ,
but they somehow don't understand
or realize...
what they do...
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