Again and again I fall for it
the thing of mirror and smoke.
The thing I just can't seem to hold,
I am God's biggest joke.
Looking back on words I wrote
it all just seems so dumb
When I heard it on the phone
I went completely numb
How could I believe you?
The one 'so right for me'
how come on my birthday
you and her is all I see?
All I did was cry last night
do you even care?
after all your spoken words
I didn't think you'd dare.
The funny thing in all this is
that you don't even know
you think I know of nothing
that I am still your little 'ho'.
Well this joke of God still has friends
friends that are also yours.
one of them is the one that called
and opened all the doors.
So you see my love, it's all quite fun
that you have no idea
That I allready know your lie
and you are dead to me..