My eyes are filled with tears
And my heart is crying loud
Why is my life full of fears
And I just can't find my way out
I wish tomorrow I will never see
So I just only have to live today
And then nobody no longer has to be hurt by me
Because I won't stand anyone in the way
People would hate me for my wish
Because there love ones died even though they didn't want to
And then someone like me say things like this
" I must not know that I do "
But it's nothing like that
Because I don't wish to die
Just because I cried my pillow today wet
Or because I never get an answer on the question Why ….
No the real reason is
That I lost the shine life brings in
And when it’s that click you miss
Then death will always win …