Don't ask me why
Why I do this
To you, to me
If I don't care at all
Cause sometimes I think I don't
But I know I do
It is still myself that I hate
Still myself that I pity
It is still myself that brings me down
And there is nothing you can do
I wonder why you take it
I can't believe you don't get mad
Everyone is mad at me all the time
And me the most
Why can't you hate me like I do?
Don't you see I'm not worth it?
I will bring you down
Cause it's not you
It's love, not you
It don't matter
No more
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I haven't changed, always looking for the easiest way,
the one that leads to tears mostly.
I hurt myself and all that gets close.
And it's always about me, isn't it?
Never realised how selfish I really am.
I want out
I want out