Playing with the queen of hearts
Like throwing up a coin and let it decide what to feel
Pulling of the petals of daisies until it says the answer that you seek
I am stuck in jail playing Russian roulette with the queen of hearts
Will I win her heart or will she break my heart
To pieces will they break or filled with joy and relief
I need to know what I feel is true or not
And if is not worse enough that I don’t now what I feel
How am I ever supposed to find out what she feels about me
Is it hate is it love or something in between
You can be mean to me I don’t mind
I want my answer so let’s play this game
The stakes are high
Love or death
I need an answer, I need to know of what I think I feel is yes or no
Do I know what my heart is beating, do I understand what my mind is thinking or am I just trying to make myself believe something that isn’t real
Do I love you yes or no
Do I love you tell me yes or no
Do I love you please tell me yes or no
Do you love me tell me yes or no
Do you love me please tell me yes or no
I shoot
the bullet goes in my heart
I don’t feel ice on it
I feel it beat
It’s not cold
So it must mean
I have a heart
Its really there
My heart survives and feels something
My mind tries to explain to me what it means
It can’t be explained
But I know how it feels
It feels like a flame that lives inside of me so it means I really do care
I really feel
I really love you and want you by my side, so close, next to me
I need an answer, I need to know of what I think I feel is yes or no
Do I know what my heart is beating, do I understand what my mind is thinking or am I just trying to make myself believe something that isn’t real
Do I love you yes or no
Do I love you tell me yes or no
Do I love you please tell me yes or no
Do you love me tell me yes or no
Do you love me please tell me yes or no
Now your turn to play
The gun in front of your heart set it of and I only need to watch
Its more scary than putting a gun to your head and pull the trigger
But it feels exactly the same
Waiting for a yes when having a no
How long will I have to mourn
Will you ever say something to me or will you just kill me
I know what I feel but the tragedy of waiting for your feelings is killing me
So please open your mouth and tell me what you feel
What is your answer going to be
I need an answer, I need to know of what I think I feel is yes or no
Do I know what my heart is beating, do I understand what my mind is thinking or am I just trying to make myself believe something that isn’t real
Do I love you yes or no
Do I love you tell me yes or no
Do I love you please tell me yes or no
Do you love me tell me yes or no
Do you love me please tell me yes or no
She is holding all the cards
You are holding all the cards
She is holding all the cards now
You are holding all the cards now