Whatever was, is lost in the dark.
I want to run away.
Get away from the pain inside.
How come it keeps following me?
How do you know the things you know?
It scares me.
I don’t know what to think anymore.
I don’t know who I can trust.
I just can’t sleep at nights
Because it is the thought of your watching eye
That keeps me still awake.
I thought you weren’t as bitchy as you seemed.
But now I know better.
You’re even worse.
I can’t tell anybody how I feel.
Not now.
Not anymore.
If I tell my friends about my feelings they will tell it too.
So I can’t trust anybody in this world anymore.
I have to be closed.
Like a diary with a lock.
Like a volt with a very difficult combination.
Like a heart, without any feelings.
Shut forever.
A broken soul is born.