I can't be alone
That hurts to much
But I can't be with people
They are mendacious
Anything you say
Will be used against you
That's the reasson
That I never gonna talk again
To be a live
Is fight against the death
I wanna die
I hate myself
I am ugly
I am a trouble
So let me go
And don't follow me
All those conversations
Are so painfull
I can't hold on
It's just to hard
I don't know anymore...
How to survive this live
People think I am happy again
But that's absolutly not through
It is just a mask
Stronger than ever on my face