You don’t know how I am feeling right now
You don’t know something is wrong
I can’t tell it to you, I don’t want to hut you
You need to know, but I won’t tell
Pretending I am happy, I am fine
Well I am not, I am weak and I am tired
I don’t want to let you know
I is harder to breathe every day
I want to cry, I want to scream
I want to be hold in warm arms
I want to be loved, right about now
I want to be normal, like any other girl
I told you, now you know
What will you say, what will you do
Can you make me feel better?
Will you stand by my way?
I frightens me to know,
you know I am doing worse every day
I am losing control, I need the feeling
I am slipping away
Can I do it one more time?
This feeling hurts me so much
I know I hurt you, I am so sorry
I can do nothing about it
I just want to be normal
Is that to much for me to ask
I know I am a failure, a disaster
So let me ruin my life if I want to..