I’m so scared
I feel fear
Towards all my feelings
Afraid to hear
All my anxious thoughts
I don’t know what to do
Not forgetting yet
What past already has brought
Trying to
Forget all what happend
But the only thing
That the process cause
Is making me
Desperate
Where am I?
I feel that I loss
My ways
Are vanishing
In unknown districts
But...
I don’t want to
My legs stopped walking
Although I’m pushing the feet
But it all sticks
The road is long
Without seeing the end
Time is moving on
With the clock still ticking
I have started
Thinking and thinking
With the worrying result
That I don’t know where to belong.