It's to hard,
I can't do this,
not anymore.
Why me,
why not someone else,
the question that everyone asks himself,
even I.
Maybe a better question would be,
how did I let things get this far,
I've should have told it,
a long time a go.
This is the second time,
and I've let me got fooled,
twice.
I should have told you,
I should have told him.
I always show myself,
as a bitter hard person,
to protect myself,
even when I don't need it.
But it's to late to change it,
this is what I've become.
I can't blame anyone else,
I only can blame myself.
If you ever read this,
this is what I wanted to tell you,
I love you!!
But it's to late,
way to late.