I still miss you && every memory hurts
Cause I know that’s all there is
Left of you
Memories I play back & forth
Wondering why this was all
It seems like I pushed on hold
I’m still in fall, a dive to the ground
tears that still feel cold
It hurts to take you out
like splinters in skin
& I don’t know how to stop
all the hurting within
wishing you’d see more
of me & all I dream
special moments
I’ll try to believe
You’re still there
& I wonder if you see
how much we still need
your smile.
Cause I’m not ready to say goodbye
For a while.
I still breathe you, in every butterfly & leaf.
You surely were everything I'll hope to be.come.
Oma. 17.02.2008