How could I be so stupid to think
you would love me forever?
No one loves me, so why should you?
I know I need much of attention but so I am..
So please, just give it!
I love you but I don't know how long I can handle this..
Dying bit for bit till there is nothing left
Yes, I'm jealous but why do you think?
After all I had to make through..
Everyone takes my trust away!
What did I do wrong to the world?
Why is all this happening to me?
Maybe there was never a reason to live..
just an accident..
If I don't have a reason to be here,
then it's better to go..
I try to find a reason and to hold on
but it's to hard..
Sometimes I lose the courage to search and then I fall,
deeper and deeper..
Till there is nothing left
I thought I found a reason.. YOU!
but now you're talking more and more distance..
So what's my reason now?
Don't wanna lose the only thing I love!!
There comes a day I stop searching..
Please, show you love me because I can't take it any longer!
~Debootjeuh~
I wish I could go to a place far far away..
Everything would be so much better..
For you and for me!
There are voices that yelling my name.. I think it's coming for above..
Life is still a walking nightmare!
Laughing on the outside, crying and dying on the inside!
Wake me up when it's all over!