I dream less often
lay awake instead
whiping away my tears
that I cried in silence
Maybe when nightmares are included
than I'll say yes
but the difference is that
they move on during the day
It's the same old storie
I'm so scared again
About happy things
I dream less often
and I cry more and more
but you know, only from the inside
I dream less often
from wish I wake up normal
often I get scared and fight for waking up
crying and screaming in my sleep
My rest is far away again
don't know how to relax
'cause the frightness is breaking me up
again, as I'm used to
but never mind
when it gets too strong
I'll find my way out
though it is the wrong way
but how do I escape otherwise?
*From your smacks I escape less often.*