I know it's long bare? with me it makes sense
I am, I will be
It is the logic that I seek
It is science that makes me tick
Though I know it's Limitation
I get scared sometimes
by the prospect of bein alone
As unsure this prospect might be
Insecurity says it all
So I needn't listen
To all those screams inside my head
Instead I can be happy
With all that I get
What I get is plenty
To live life as I please
To have all needs met
But there is something yet
As i look outside
I don't feel truly free
This system of society
Is captivating me
I can't help but wonder
How simple life could be
If everyone just thought a little
And not just 'Oh I'll see'
When will we stop fighting
Then we'll be free
See the root of humanity
And feel the similarity
For in this society
No matter how much it is claimed
There is reduced responsibiltity
But you need choices to be free
It seems to be forgotten
How important experience is
Not just repeating what has been said
But truly understanding this
I would much rather see a people talking
Sharing their train of thought
Then a government deciding
About people they are not
Then back to me
As I try to understand
I feel so much at times
That there is chaos in my mind
But as I think
About what I'm thinking about
A new world shines it's light
Bringing much more clarity
Admitting it is difficult
Emotions ruled my life
I think life shouldn't be that way
Even though I will survive
Now this might seem like a loop
For as all leads to thinking
But then the thinking about thinking
Can not ever be saturated
Sometimes I might feel tempted
But what is really true
My brain specialised for mating
Sees an oppurtunity too
That impuls in my brain
is what I'm feeling
But I can think it through
Therefor shaping what to do
And as you think
It becomes so clear
That for feelings of belonging
The reason often isn't fair
The actual feeling is there
But what then is not
Mostly reasoning why and .. why
Is not taken into account
But I am happy so content...
I can see without a thought
I can see without the past
And all the problems it has cost
My mind is open,
as far my senses let me
And of course there's limitation
But that will always be
I have to keep track of myself
To see where I will be
For how it is in twenty years
I truly cannot see