I was drowning,
struggling to stay above water,
but failing everytime and sinking back
in the cold dark water.
oxygen ran out, but still I didn't die.
After lots of fighting I managed
to swim back up to the surface.
Painkillers help me flow on the water,
untill I reach dry land.
Every now and then a wave is too big,
too much and tries to drown me again.
But I'll keep fighting,
I'll keep floating,
cause one day I'll be able
to leave this sea of pain.
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