As I'm staring at your old photographs,
But do not recognize my own face between them,
I wonder.. Could it be that I am no longer your friend?
After all those times .. Are we not friends?
The days I have tried to say hello are over,
For I seem not to excist..
And when I see you breaking hearts,
I just can't turn my head..
Do not forget the times we had,
The voice in my head speaks to me..
For those times are precious
Those times are sacred
And those times
Are gone.
Tick-tock .. Tick-tock ..
The clock is ticking, can you hear it my lovely friends?
As I take my mind back, only a few years!
Remember those times, I know I will never forget..
Just a few weeks ago .. I was staring at a chair..
It had your name in it..
Chair of death..
And each day when I read the words,
That hearts get broken every fucking day,
I remember you, for you were always there..
In that chair.. The one you would die in..
And what happened to you?
With your red hair and your faith in god?
I remember that we used to travel together,
Oh how we traveled.. yet only to go to a place I disgusted..
But at least I had you .. Where are you now?
I remember the days .. Where it sometimes looked like you wanted to convert me!
But I know your heart was on the right place..
I still have my evil cards .. And the memories of you..
My sweetest girlfriend .. How are you? Where the hell are you?
I remember the last time we met .. You were so beautiful..
You would sit on my lap and we would stay close to eachother..
No, no alcohol for you, your head can't take it!
Each time I'm wearing my sunglasses .. it reminds me of you.. And sometimes I wonder.. Should I have never let go?
There is so much more
So many more
That I would like to remind..
But there is so little energy right now..
I'm tired and sleepy and I want to go to bed..
But I just woke up and it's all in my head.
And yet still I wonder..
If you were never there .. all of you.
I wouldn't be here right now.
I would have been dead.