Held between the good and bad devide
With everything pulling towards each side
Torn apart and invein I try to see
But it all just doesn't add up to me
So kill me now and take my heart
Before the rest of my own little world tears my apart
I cry and pray here on my knees
For only the things left to be unleashed
Let me suffer the last of my day
So I can easily go on my own way
Either living or dead I will make the end
My years are not unspent