It’s sad, But i guess there is no other way..
You can’t act normal to me, without the constant lies..
I can’t live like that, weighing every word you say to me..
There was no other way, but the cold way,
Cause if I would do it differently, I probably couldn’t go through with it.
I had to beat a part out of my heart,
And now it feels like I’m suffocating..
Had to say goodbye to a soul mate, had to say goodbye to you.
It feels like I’m standing alone, nothing around me anymore..
No one to depend on..
But when I think back, you ware never dependable..
But still I miss someone..
It’s sad that it had to end like this,
That you couldn’t go past the lies and had to keep going..
I gave you so many chances, but you wrecked them all..
And the last one you wrecked, was for her..
It hurts when I look back, to all the good memories we shared,
Before all the pain started.. When you genuinely cared..
But it also hurt to look back, and think of the things you did to me,
And I still can’t believe you did those things..
You cared right? That was what you said...
But how can you do this to me, for so many times..
When you knew how I felt about it..
Someone once said, that if I would let you go,
You wouldn’t handle it on your own..
She said you needed me..
But why don’t you ever show that to me?
All you show is that you don’t care..
If you would just let me know you needed me, that you miss me,
That I was more than someone to lie to,
Maybe things would be different..
But you show nothing, not even to me..
So I guess she can take my place now,
I guess that’s what you want..
I guess this was for the better,
But it doesn’t feel like that..