Tired of the crying,
nagging feeling.
Cannot stop trying,
for appealing,
for wishing,
for to be seen,
for a thing...
called 'love'.
Never forgetting my friends,
never forget my family,
But try to forget pretend.
When no one could see
that I just couldn't be...
'happy'
When I couldn't see
the bright light.
the one just for me.
for the one I had to fight,
one I can embrace
and knowing,
that you are and always will be...
'mine'
Knowing you are here,
without even being near.
Having this fear,
waiting for you to appear.
Because I need you.
because I want you.
Because I dream you.
Because I wanna see you.
Because I know that...
You 'exist'.