what's the point of living.....
if you can die for the same price?
just roll the fucking dice!
if you take a deep look into my soul
you can see it's a black whole!
avoiding i may be....
that's just me
i wanna kill myself in a car!
isen't that bizar?????
being human and all.....
untill one day i fall...
fall into a deep dark lake....
untill i awake...
and i burste into tears
if you take away the happyness of mankind
darkness you will find
darkness that makes the world go round
until it falls on the ground
then we have some troubles...
mankind is to weak to recist
until we no longer excist
i can't take away the pain.....
of all the people i've slain....
i'm doomed to live my life forever....
my death will be never....
can't die or live.....
that isen't a life!!
i can't bare to be alone....
all alone in my home...
they are ruining my life!!!
Maybe i don't fit into this.......
And like hell i'm pissed!
It's just a decoid.......
But it's never gonna fill my void!
The gap in the brain........
Showing like a bloodstain........
I feel depressed and alone......
Having a girl on the phone......
Maybe she will kill me.....
Ah well , we'll see!
Losing my grip on reality......
Just let me be......
I burste into tears.....
Being abused by my own fears.....
Hear the breakin of a spine....
Painful: it's mine.......
Sometimes i awaken.....
Feeling all forsaken.....
Feeling like my bones are broken.....
Now it's darkness that has choken...
Tormenting as it seems......
Righthand bleeding.....
Darkness and chaos feeding.....
I look at my hand's:
They're coverd in blood....
I look at my leg's:
They're covert in mud....
i wish i had someone to talk to...
someome i could convide in....
that's just all i wanna do!
cuz all my life is sinn.....
when the time strikes by.....
my life turns souer....
i wanna kill myself....
EVERY FUCKING HOUR!
is it wrong or is it right?
if i killed myself tonight,
chances are that i might!
all of this, it makes no cence...