~No doubts~
Even with the biggest smile
the brightest sparkle in my eye
There’s not a single part of me
that hesitates – i want to die.
Even though i am ready and have been
for such a long period of time
i’m stuck here waiting for my family
and friends to be saying it is fine.
Not wanting to cause more harm
than i’ve already been doing
i am here on the brink of life
and death – tip-toeing.
No doubting – my dying is the biggest
treasure i will ever give
i’m just waiting for others to see
so they’ll be able to live.
- to live without unanswered questions;
the devastating guilt
i want them to be happy and enjoy
their lives, i want it to be filled
With hope and joy and laughter
with peace and love overflowing
with blessings and trust and
big smiles with matching eyes – glowing.