I’m living with nothing to look forward to
A desireless way to stay alive, no will to continue
No ambition at all, I never had, I never will
No joy or fun, nothing that can make me thrill
Black is the rose that's now in my hand
And gone is the motivation, buried in the sand
I drown in my grief; drown in an absence of light
Sinking deeper into the abyss, further out of sight
I look inside my soul, it's black as coil
And I live without a goal, I'm on the dole
Can someone please tell me which way to go?
Further away from my life I glide, deeper into the night
A desireless way to stay alive, feeling hollow inside
Did they run out of prices when they had to give mine?
Oh, I’m so afraid it will never turn out fine
There’s no such thing as joy in my heart
But only a deep pain, a place full of smart
And there's this ever present longing to depart
'cos nothing works out, everything's falling apart
I look inside my soul; I see a huge gap, a damned hole
And I have to admit that I've lost control
So could someone please tell me which way to go?
Because I have no idea, I really don't know