I’m afraid to understand
I want to aim an impossible goal,
but on the other hand
I don’t want this to succeed.
I’m afraid to understand
I’ll have to make this to an end,
but on the other hand
I don’t want to go on like this.
I’m afraid to loose a friend
’cause I can’t deal with the consequence,
but on the other hand
I’m about to step aside myself.
I’m afraid to understand
I can’t hide from this reality
in a world I can’t defend.
I’m afraid to face my destiny.